Welcome to Purgatory

I don't know where to begin. So I'll just dive in stream of consciousness style.

First, I guess I will let you know (by you I mean me as this is an invite only blog with no one yet invited) that this is for me. It's not for you or about you. It's about ME trying to fix MY life. A life that I have let spiral out of control for a long time. That means there is a lot of work to be done.

Second, I have to say that this will be honest. Brutally honest. No one gets away clean. By no one that means myself, but some others might find themselves talked about in how they relate to my life. Sorry, if I say things that offend you, but rest assured that it will all be honest. No bullshit. Just rest assured that the reason you would even be mentioned is because I love you and you play a significant role in my life. I will actually probably cut some things out that may be hard for a person to hear. There goes honesty. LOL.

Third, I'm not going to fall into the trap I did in my last entertainment blog in terms of writing. I will not be trying too hard to be funny or shocking. If I make a funny rest assured it was not planned. I'm not going to spend 15 minutes trying to find a way to turn a conversation about creating an emergency fund or how sardines are great diet food into a middle of the road not very funny joke about a dog's lipstick (yes, I know I say this when the title of the blog includes an activity we all have grown to cherish... self improvement?). It was a blog I thoroughly enjoyed contributing too and wish I wasn't so insecure in my writing that I had to rely on cheap shock causing it to come to an end.

Fourth, years of being dictated to in poor English have hurt my grammar pretty badly (see I'm not even sure if this sentence works right). I am hoping that I can start fixing that (I'm actually contemplating taking a couple classes for it) with writing here. I know from the last blog I did as I went on the quality of writing went up. Hopefully that will be the case here. Plus, I just need to start writing every day, whether it be a script or a blog. Working on your craft daily is essential to growth. I have been spent too much time off from doing what I must to grow as a writer and as an "artist" (yes typing the word in quotes made me vomit in my mouth a little bit).

Fifth, I'm not sure what the format of this is going to be. There is a lot I'm working on, from my career to losing weight to working on a relationship that means the world to me that has hit a serious road block. Soon, I will post a list of all my goals. Each post will probably be segregated to a specific topic. For example, I will be tracking what I eat and drink. Therefore I will post lots of recipes. If I eat it, I will make it possible for you to eat it too. If this was meant as a financial endeavor I would probably figure out a structure, instead, I want to start this ASAP so I will grow into a structure and format. Please be patient if you choose to follow along.

Sixth, if you choose to follow along, feel free to leave comments. I'd rather they be positive, but I will most likely not delete any comment left...positive or negative. I'm saying what I will, so you should feel free to do that as well.

Seventh, let's get started. I may edit this later and revise it. I'll be sure to make a post if I do change anything.